I started a new book a couple of days ago... its somewhat controversial but I'm trusting God to make it work out... the point of it is because everyone matters and we are all equal. we all shared and share the same thoughts at one point, the same desires, the same pain, the same morals.... we all shared and share the same NEED.
so help me God...
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Sunday, August 15, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
WHAT!
im currently praying that the obvious doesn't come and bite me in the but! because Lord knows my life is far less than common... i ride on spontaneity like an adrenaline junky rides a roller coaster.
5 things they say:
-im stupid
-im insane
-im naive
-im desperate
-a failure
(im overall weak i guess!)
5 things i say
-im stupid
-im insane
-im naive
-im desperate
-a failure
(im overall weak i guess!)
2 Corinthians 12:8-10
8Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
5 things they say:
-im stupid
-im insane
-im naive
-im desperate
-a failure
(im overall weak i guess!)
5 things i say
-im stupid
-im insane
-im naive
-im desperate
-a failure
(im overall weak i guess!)
2 Corinthians 12:8-10
8Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
A While Ago at 3:38 am i wrote this...
I lay on the floor for the sake of Gods people. So the chord that divides us is snipped. I lay on the floor to gain back precious moments.
Last Night
Sorry but in mid writing, I remembered a dream I had. This dream was one of many similar ones. Babies cried and lay in a crib. I picked up the smaller baby, but it slipped out my hands. This baby was so tiny, its face was tiny, its skin was dark brown and it had no hair. It wore a grey sweatshirt and grey pants. It was as if I didn’t know how to hold a baby. It slipped out my hands on the floor, but I made sure to put my hand down so it wouldn’t hit the floor hard. The second baby was a bit larger. It was more chubby and it was of lighter skin It had a short curly afro and all it wore was a diaper. I wanted to hold it, but everyone around me said I shouldn’t because I didn’t know how to hold the other baby. But I took the risk anyway. I picked it up. This baby didn’t slip out my hands. It rested comfortably in my arms. Its skin felt so soft in my hands. The reason for this was “maybe the other baby was just too small”…heh…I guess I only know how to hold onto large blessings….or is it something more Lord? Perhaps I have received smaller blessings but I let them slip out my hands. And everyone around me thought I couldn’t handle anything else because I couldn’t handle the small thing. But it turned out I handled the larger blessing much better than the smaller blessing. Im going to be greatly blessed for Gods glory, and this time…it wont slip away. This time I will hold on to it and it will fit comfortably in my life..Amen
Last Night
Sorry but in mid writing, I remembered a dream I had. This dream was one of many similar ones. Babies cried and lay in a crib. I picked up the smaller baby, but it slipped out my hands. This baby was so tiny, its face was tiny, its skin was dark brown and it had no hair. It wore a grey sweatshirt and grey pants. It was as if I didn’t know how to hold a baby. It slipped out my hands on the floor, but I made sure to put my hand down so it wouldn’t hit the floor hard. The second baby was a bit larger. It was more chubby and it was of lighter skin It had a short curly afro and all it wore was a diaper. I wanted to hold it, but everyone around me said I shouldn’t because I didn’t know how to hold the other baby. But I took the risk anyway. I picked it up. This baby didn’t slip out my hands. It rested comfortably in my arms. Its skin felt so soft in my hands. The reason for this was “maybe the other baby was just too small”…heh…I guess I only know how to hold onto large blessings….or is it something more Lord? Perhaps I have received smaller blessings but I let them slip out my hands. And everyone around me thought I couldn’t handle anything else because I couldn’t handle the small thing. But it turned out I handled the larger blessing much better than the smaller blessing. Im going to be greatly blessed for Gods glory, and this time…it wont slip away. This time I will hold on to it and it will fit comfortably in my life..Amen
August 9th (My Whereabouts)
There is this website with a list of literary agents who represent Christian writers (christianmanuscriptsubmissions.com). Here is a list of agents that I'm currently considering:
-Living Word Literacy Agency
-Word Serve Literacy
But as I sit and read my book over and over again, I cant help but think that maybe it just isn't ready yet. It isn't as long as the average novel should be. But I can't seem to find anymore necessary words to add. Or maybe its fear that limits my creativity to rightfully pour out onto the pages... so, what am I afraid of? or is it even fear at all?
-Living Word Literacy Agency
-Word Serve Literacy
But as I sit and read my book over and over again, I cant help but think that maybe it just isn't ready yet. It isn't as long as the average novel should be. But I can't seem to find anymore necessary words to add. Or maybe its fear that limits my creativity to rightfully pour out onto the pages... so, what am I afraid of? or is it even fear at all?
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