A While Ago at 3:38 am i wrote this...

I lay on the floor for the sake of Gods people. So the chord that divides us is snipped. I lay on the floor to gain back precious moments.

Last Night

Sorry but in mid writing, I remembered a dream I had. This dream was one of many similar ones. Babies cried and lay in a crib. I picked up the smaller baby, but it slipped out my hands. This baby was so tiny, its face was tiny, its skin was dark brown and it had no hair. It wore a grey sweatshirt and grey pants. It was as if I didn’t know how to hold a baby. It slipped out my hands on the floor, but I made sure to put my hand down so it wouldn’t hit the floor hard. The second baby was a bit larger. It was more chubby and it was of lighter skin It had a short curly afro and all it wore was a diaper. I wanted to hold it, but everyone around me said I shouldn’t because I didn’t know how to hold the other baby. But I took the risk anyway. I picked it up. This baby didn’t slip out my hands. It rested comfortably in my arms. Its skin felt so soft in my hands. The reason for this was “maybe the other baby was just too small”…heh…I guess I only know how to hold onto large blessings….or is it something more Lord? Perhaps I have received smaller blessings but I let them slip out my hands. And everyone around me thought I couldn’t handle anything else because I couldn’t handle the small thing. But it turned out I handled the larger blessing much better than the smaller blessing. Im going to be greatly blessed for Gods glory, and this time…it wont slip away. This time I will hold on to it and it will fit comfortably in my life..Amen